That is awesome. I'm in a relationship now and unfortunately i'm agonizing too. She love bombed me at the beginning and now acts so entitled of my time. I sometimes think she is a narcissist or bpd. Many many issues with her yet I continue trying. She can't kiss and cuddle in the morning or at night unless I ask..she feels pressured by my sexual advances, she lied to me about her past stripping and about a very old friend w benefit she said at the beginning of our relationship still calls him each year.... shentold me months later he I actually.... a married man she kept in touch for over 15 years and saw physically many times through the years while he is still married..i told her if she still needs to contact him we might as well end it; she said there is mo need for her to contact him. And another crazy story were she says she was groomed by a late 50s couple at 25yo...when she was struggling they took her in their house and gave her a job...they treated her like family and then....she tells me she started sleeping with the married old man ( not good looking) for months ( his wife apparently knew and did not care) until she stopped enjoying her life with them. I asked...did you like it she said no, did he rape you she said no. She said she was brainwashed but then a fee months later her story changed into thinking she was screwed without them. She told me he was nice and fun and "maybe at one point he fullfiled my sexual needs" but then at the end she wanted out. This story really mind fckd me because I just don't get how at 25 you could be so naive. Her story is made me lose a lot of respect for her as well as the married man... I imagine her waiting naked in her to the old guy most nights. Yet she has told me many times I pressure her for sex...which blows my mind. If she told me...I fell in love and his wife mistreated him...ok...but she was friends with the wife...too. Apparently for the 7 months they were up and down doing everything together like a family. If you see something i miss or don't understand...help.