Anyone else?

I'm going through the same thing myself. My family found out about my depression and other mental illnesses through reading my journals. Instead of being supportive they just made fun of my issues and mocked me behind my back. They don't talk to me anymore. So now I literally have absolutely no one who cares about me. I mean... they didn't care about me before, but at the very least I thought they did. Now every moment of the day is spent in mental torture. Like how in the fuck did this happen? What did I do to deserve this?

I know what you mean when you say you have nothing to live for, because I feel the exact same way. I just had my life turned upside down and I see no hope for a decent future. The pain is indescribable. I've always thought about suicide, but never really come that close to trying. Something just keeps me from going through with it, but I have no idea what it is. It used to be that I didn't carry through with suicide because I didn't want to put my family through the pain of losing me. But after learning that they don't care about me, I don't know what is keeping me alive.

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