To me I discoveres what dysphoria was and I was like "huh, so it doesn't be like that sometimes for other people" and from then on I started to notice way more.

An example of this is that I used to look up to having a beard and was liking the way it was turning out, then when I discovered about dysphoria I've just been really self-concious about it and shave it every chance I get.

That's one of the main reasons for still being in the egg really, I don't know of it's just me wanting to be part of a group, I'm an introvert in mind but an extrovert at heart, so although I have very few friends (2, yeah) I really wish I had more, so I'm just really confused with this

Anyone with a similar experience? Some people complain about not feeling enough dysphoria but for me it feels like I'm actively trying to feel it...