Yeah sometimes I get on the verge of tears really easily. It bothers me quite a lot sometimes.

Yesterday, for example, coworker told me to meet at certain time to give me keys so I can get on work on time, but she forgot to tell me that she won't be coming at the time we agreed, so I was waiting for her and being late.

She just said a brief, not really honest sorry. At first I was just a little angry over the fact that she was so irresponsible and that I was being late. Later I started to feel anxious and sad over the fact that she supposedly doesn't respect me/doesn't care enough to tell me that she won't be coming and that she wasn't genuinely sorry about it. So I felt really stupid and disrespected, like I don't matter etc. Also, I always try to show up on time and feel pretty bad if someone has to wait because of me. I think it's just basic respect towards anyone's time. It didn't bring me to tears but I'm still feeling pretty miserable today.