This reminded me of when I was in the middle of elementary school and the guy I had a pretty big crush on asked me if I could be his girlfriend. It was in front of the whole class, through a piece of paper. My heart beated so fast and I guess I was red in the face because I usually blushed easily during my elementary and secondary school years. Okay... so, then I nodded as a "yes" answer. I was very shy and quiet, and nearly talked to him ever. I was "together" with him for a while, but then I felt like it wouldn't have developed into a real relationship because of my personality. So I left him. I have never had a real relationship because I don't know how to naturally act in such. Even friendships are nowadays a little hard to maintain for me because I'm quiet... And not so vibrant. I only hang around with my best friend and my family. And with my old school friends if they ask but they rarely do. It's nice if they do, but then usually my anxiety hits me when I'm hanging out with them. And sometimes there has been loneliness too.

Also does anybody else hoard screenshots about topics of SA, depression and shyness or am I the only one ?