So I have a very small circle of friends ( no girls) and my college last semester started in January in which we usually do an internship. My college days were kind of dark(probably suffered from depression) so I wasn't able to enjoy my college life in a way I always dreamt of. So I decided that this last semester I will become social, interact with people , go out in pubs , explore , etc which I wasn't able to do in my past 7 semesters. Also being anti-social I never had female friends. So I become social and finally succeeded , finally started enjoying my life. In February I went on my first date with this girl and I started developing a type of bond with her. I was able to meet her a few times before this Covid19 was declared a pandemic and everything is now on locked down. It's been 23 days I last saw her and I kind of missed her companionship. When everything was going so smooth for me , when I finally thought that I can end my college on a good note , then this pandemic happened. Now everyday, lying in my bed , I just relive the good experiences I had in Jan and Feb.