I never had a lot of friends. Last year me and a guy in my class became good friends and he asked me out. Things were great for a while until he started distancing himself and saying he wants to spend more time with his friends. This turned out to full put ignoring me and the same in school, that sucked. I only had him and 2 others but they never like to hang out. He knew I only had him, I feel rewlly betrayed by him. I trusted him and let him in at my lowest and he treated me like shit towards the end. I still want to message him every day I keep myself from trying to talk to him because I'm lonely and don't really have anyone to talk to. I found out he lied about a few things, and that his friends made lies about me and I feel like everyone I knew was fake. I feel extremely dumb for have had trusted him and them. I now feel like I have no one and my life is going the complete opposite direction as I want it To. I've dropped out of school, for mental health reasons as Mt mental health has really started to decline. Things at home aren't perfect either, it's hard for me to figure out who I am and what I want in life. I want him, I just want him to talk to me and tell me what happened. I've not been able to sleep properly for over a month I'm so tired.