Or make things far worse. My last relationship was it for me. I dated a lot from 18 to 36 with 3 serious long term relationships. At least I can say I experienced love.

But my last one, it broke me. I think the only thing I regret or feel disappointed about is I did want to be a dad, I love kids and wanted to experience that.

But life doesnt give you everything you want.

I no longer date, and I have zero plans to. It makes life lonely.

To be truthful, aim just biding my time until my parents are both gone, then Ill be checking out of this life. Id do it today if I knew it wouldnt destroy them... and they were really good parents.

But yea, my last ex... she literally showed me just how evil people are. I trust no one. And other than my parents I dont give a shit about anyone anymore.