Anyone else here got abused by their older sister/sibling?

I don't trust you, for all I care you are an abuser and you are just delusional as most abusers are (and maybe I am becoming). same thing for your brother

. you sound a lot like my abusive sister. she hit me when angry (and I couldn't hit back obviously until I lost it then I sadly hit back), abused me 18 years, yelled at my mom for no reason except her anxiety, lost her friends then latched to me instead of friends and if I wasn't there every second she would have a temper tantrum and become abusive towards me. I will admit after so many years I feel like I lost my sanity (obviously i didnt) and now I am a cynical asshole and I became a horrible person imo.

she thought I am shaming her for everything, she tried to read every facial expression I had, and honestly I was just done with her abuse. she would start to yell if she find anything I do offensive. I was so scared and still am everytime I see her

you better belived I called her bitch after I.came home only for her to call me a "loser monster idiot" because I have no energy for her to tell me a about a book she read. it's fair game

and I don't hate my sister, nor do I think she is malicious, she thinks/thought she is the victim, but everytime I am next to her I get cold. she apologizes only when I cry doesn't happen a lot because I am not very emotionally open. we are similar, all of our problems come from anxeity, but why did she choose to let it all out on me? I would never know. we are better now

and I never said things like your brother said about the party and all, I always knew things like that are too cruel to say especially to my sensitive borderline suicidal sister nor do I think how he treated you was ok...

, but if he says such things think about that maybe this is his temper tantrum? maybe he is traumatized by you just like you are traumatized by him? maybe he has panic attacks when he thinks about you?

/r/CPTSD Thread Parent