I’ve technically got sober 3 times. I say technically cuz the first time I got sober was only because my connect couldn’t get any to me for a month and I refused to go and buy from anyone else. That whole month never for a second did I plan on staying clean. After that I was getting high again every single day for 2 years straight until I ended up in a jail in Mexico for 3 days. Stayed with a homie down there for another 2 weeks and he really wasn’t letting me get high. Finally crossed back into the US and was back to getting high within a few hours. About a month later I got shot ended up in a hospital for a little more than a month. I’ve been clean ever since and in July it’ll have been 2 years. There’s certain things that have helped kept me away from it but I think about getting high a lot. I still want to and I have a feeling I will get high again but for the most part I am glad I’ve been clean for this long. I have plans and goals that involve me staying clean. All I can is try to give it your all to stay clean. Try to meet people who you can hangout and have fun with that don’t get high that’ll make it easier. Hope things work out for you