Heh.. Where do I begin.
• Got pregnant with me to try and keep my dad trapped into a marriage
• Completely neglected me and left my older sister to take care of me to the point of where I thought my sister was my mother
• Would get drunk every weekend and come home smashing shit and talking about how I'm spoiled, other choice words too. (I was a toddler at the time) and she regrets having me
• Frequently stole from a bank account for college my dad set up to fund her jewelry/orchid/bird frenzies which result in me only having about $500 in there
• Constantly beat on my older sister, called her a whore ect. (This I hated the most because my sister was more of a mother to me than she ever was)
• Told my sister nobody would ever love her because she's "a fucking whale" (my sister is perfect. Say that one more time and I'll break all of your teeth with pliers and make you swallow the sharp remnants)
• Refused to do anything when I got beaten up once at school
• Grounded me for 2 weeks when I defended myself and majorly injured a kid
• She eventually kicked my sister out and banned all contact between us. That fucking hurt. I missed 6 years of her life because of my mother.
• We moved to a new place, she decided to leech disability claiming she's psychologically disabled (she isn't) and she became a "stay at home mom" JOOYYYY...
• Started plunging the family into massive amounts of debt
• Continued stealing from my bank account to fund her jewelry
• Told me she'd beat me if I told my dad how much jewelry she was buying
• Eventually got hooked on Valium and other prescription meds and would sleep all the time.
• At about age 8 I had to start doing all the housework because she was asleep all the time.
• She stopped going to church and would lounge around in her pajamas, I was too embarrassed to have friends over.
• She'd ground me constantly for stupid shit I couldn't control because she couldn't get off her lazy bum and walk the dog
• She drowned my first dog in the bath tub because she didn't want to pay for a vet.
• She "lost" a dog I got for christmas. And I take care of all my pets well. I promise you that.
• She eventually drove us into bankruptcy
• My dad had a female friend who he was only platonic with and she accused him of cheating and started thinking I had something to do with it (wtf?)
• Her and my dad get divorced, she moves with her parents and her mom thought I shouldn't have been born because my parents already had a boy and a girl.
• She gets kicked out because she claims that her parents (in their late 80s) were trying to beat her.
• Ends up in a homeless shelter before moving in with a vapid pill head and fucks any guy who notices her on a dating website
• Forces me to visit her, claims she's changed yet doesn't think any of the things she's ever done were wrong.
• Has repeatedly tried committing suicide over and over again. To be honest, I really wish she'd succeed. It sounds horrible, but I have a hard time loving Mommy dearest after all the shit she put my sister, my brother, my dad and my dogs through. And, I'd also have to say, she's one of the biggest reasons I never want to have children.