Hello, new friend! I am so grateful you reached out to me. Yes, I am not trying to solve the Zal & Brit's telling of their beautiful story. I am trying to solve how their story applies to me. It took a litlle longer than it should have but i succeeded I have put all my pieces together and it is indeed a beautiful overview. At first I had to Understand how a show that told a story in a different way brought out all the emotion from inside of me.Why now? Those issues were thought through and "put to bed" an American slang term,a long time ago. But apparently they were not. So all the wonderful "catch phrases" of the show begin to be my guide,they worked perfectly,just like they were intended to do.I had to go inside myself (invisible self) so and so forth through each of them. I also had help I did not do it by myself,I had of course The )a story, I have reddit and i had " my smart kids" that was all of you! I can tell you a very "funny" story about that one,but I think you probably already know. I think I may have ran my smart ones away to Puzzle space,where yes to my "shame ,,I found them & followed them. But I needed them and of course something inside of me knew that. KTS is wonderful,they all are.My son told me,he said "MOM,don't label people no more "smart kids" they will think you are mad. And he also told me to ignore the trolls. That took awhile for me to do because I am a creature of emotion who is trying to work through all her emotions! So back to my story. I read all that the wonderful KTS wrote ,all her essays thoughts anaylsis etc but I couldn't talk to her because I', still too slow on here and i flip my letters around and my mind thinks faster than I can type etc. So I wrote conversation to her to all of you in my notebook and that formed a story that helped me and spared her and all of you! (LOL) so I do need to give a speical thank you to my first frien on here,he was indeed a troll. I still don't know if he was a "real" troll or just one of you playing a part. But he is dear to my heart anyway,he said what would prove to be "magic words" to me me he said Life Engine,you are becoming "cogent", in your writing. I was Life Engine then and I didn't know one thing about reddit or it Masquerade Ball! (LOL) ,so like Dorthy in OZ, he is my Tin Man and I must thank him most of all. So I mapped me all out,you see, in my notebooks, i goggled, i have grammarly,and i finally solved my story of me and why and how the 0A worked so well for me.Why it not only pulled the hidden pain that was still hidden deep inside of me ,pulled it out,so I could see it ,, touch it,touch it taste it again and see my true face and make some final peace with myself . But it was like freed me of it all. That was what the sobbing and crying through it was about.That was the pain being pulled from me ,peeled away in layers. I had so much so many little things in common with the movie also, when Able was taking the hinges from the dooe, I beginto remember,to see all the times my privavcy was invaded as I was beginning my young adulthood. The controlling Mother i had, the secret phone in the basement to listen in on my conversation! I hope this all woll make some sense to you, I swear it is all true,not a made up story,a real one,for it was my own lifes puzzle, I begain to work through and solve,with help from all of you and of coursreThe 0A!.Kara I bet you wish you had not phoned me this morning,but I am glad you did,you see it always helps to have someone to tell your story to,my friend. Will you get back in touch with me?