You’re gonna get crushed

Eh I wish I wasnt such a people pleaser. I honeslt get anxiety when certain players are on the table because Im waiting for them to berate me. Last week I stacked one of the older influential players and he stood up and said "fucking guy plays one hand an hour" as he stormed off to the cage to reload. Then when he sat back down I could hear him whispering to the player next to him about me. I was really uncomfortable for the rest of the session. Mostly because this guy will sometimes act like hes your friend and then other times will curse you and whisper things about you. I just hate playing with him tbh even tho hes a donater.