Has anyone's SO had sexual ralations w/em since you "came clean"

LOL...I understand...I'm just saying that this has been such a dramatic experience in my home that its just going to take time. Let me say this on a serious side. I've been married for 20 years and I have an amazing wife and two wonderful kids. I have taken everything for granted and my marriage has not been that great for a while, which was totally due to my own fault. I've gotten away from my faith and just allowed idols to creep into my life...money, status...whatever it may be...I believe a negative pushed hard enough will roll over to a positive. The positive out of this is that I could careless about anything else in the world but my family. This has changed my life that no counseling or anything I can think of would. I have never had a week in my life like this...I did consider what suicide would look like and I have never thought that was an option for anything in life. I am a better man! With this said, I am ready to get on with life and I just want this all to stop. I hope the IT is satisfied with what they have done and will allow us all to move on. If they want to tear about AM and the CEO then go for it, but for us I just wish they would see they have humbled 30 million people. Another thing this has done is open my eyes to the self-righteous, judgmental side of people and Christian zealots...which I might have been one to fit in that description. I know understand why non-Christians feel as they do. From now on my relationship with God is different...no more will I be running my mouth at how people should live. We are all flawed and grace and forgiveness is what Christianity should be anyway...I want nothing to do with those who believe they are judge and jury. Just sharing with you my honest experience. Not trying to push my faith on you or anyone.

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