apparently I’m the toxic friend

oh yeah it definitely makes me feel better and it kills self doubt sometimes. Deep down I know I’m ugly but I still go online and pretend like I’m good looking. I post good pics of myself online and try to trick people into thinking I look good. I compare myself to my uglier friends to make myself feel like I’m highly attractive. I remember my friend posted a picture of himself 3 days ago and he even edited it. I’m an editor, and he’s not, so his edit was shitty as fuck, so I ended up shaming him for making a bad edit and for also looking so weird in the picture itself. He said he doesn’t care what I think but I know he’s lying. There’s no teen who doesn’t care what other ppl think. Every teen still cares what others think of them, even if it’s just a little bit

I don’t think i have anybody who I truly care for. Maybe my family, but even then I’m not too sure. They’re annoying and I just use them. I’m not grateful to them and I pretty much use them for a roof over my head and food. My dad told me today that I should pray for him, because covid deaths are high in his country and he might catch it, but honestly I wouldn’t even mind if he passed away from it. He’s annoying and Is always on my nerves. If he passes away then I’d be able to use all his money for myself, to support myself in the future. As for my friends, I don’t think I truly care for them either

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