Well personally I just failed at every "normal" step of life. I failed to build a social network in high school. I failed to find motivation to attend school and had a two year gap in which I did literally nothing except work part time and lose contact with all my acquaintances. Then I attended university in a student city and failed to join clubs and teams to meet people, so I didn't make friends and was bored for the most part of 5 years. Then I came back home toy parents to find work, but my foreign diploma is worthless so I can't find a job. Now I'm balding, I don't have friends, I don't have a girlfriend, I'm not invited to parties or festivals, employers are not interested in hiring me. I don't get matches on Tinder. I have nothing to my name at the moment. Why live