U/allismind, I truly need your advice on something, I just realised that my life has been steadily been going it’s my best efforts because of something that happened 6 years ago. Pressed, angry and upset over something at work and personally and I fell asleep every night in that mood. I did not study Neville then. But since 2014, I have made bad decisions over and over again. I suspect I slipped into a much lower reality where I am not where I used to be. How do I immediately get back to at least my old reality, where I had money and a job, instead of where I am right now? SATS and revision are not easy for me, I have been trying for 2 years. And when I try and do ‘isn’t it wonderful?’ Trying to capture the feeling of wish fulfilled is fleeting. Many thanks.