I broke up with an amazing human being because I couldn't handle the distance and because I didn't think I was man enough to marry her so young. She was amazing in every way. She was so caring, generous, and gave everything for our relationship. She wanted to marry young, but I didn't think I could handle it at 24. I'm worried I won't find anyone like that again. And maybe, just maybe, I don't deserve someone like that.

Now I'm in some mediocre law school where I'm having the hardest time making a single friend and I'm so damn scared about failing because I'm clearly outclassed by my peers. I really want some good drugs right now so i can feel something besides a deep sense of dread about everything else.

My dad is so calm, cool, hard-working, and smart in these types of situations; and I'm the exact opposite.

Please post happy stuff about your life and your recent successes guys. Hearing uplifting stories makes me really glad that there's still a lot of good in the other corners of this fine planet.