did you meet the criteria for conduct disorder before age 15? just curious as this is a prerequisite for ASPD. which doesnt make sense because someone like ted bundy is posthumously diagnosed with ASPD and other mass shooters/killers are diagnosed as such with having almost no history of conduct disorder which i find to be contradictory of their understanding/beliefs of such diagnostic criteria. not questioning your diagnosis but their beliefs as a whole.

also to answer your question on autistic people, they can have meltdowns and quite a few as i understand it can become violent, again bringing up some mass shooters that were (thought to) be somewhere on the spectrum of autism. but this is not the majority or a definitive belief(whatever you want to call it)