I work full time and part times, multiple jobs, currently 2 jobs. Honestly im sick and tired of working, cause people always look at me. You know its really hard to explain, you know when youre tired and everything annoys you, and people look at you and shit, both coworkers and customers/guests. Its super exhausting to be honest. Thats why whenever i look at celebrities, i have a new found respect for them, cause they could keep confidence without showing annoyance. I could barely keep my shit from all these people looking at me, let alone the whole world watching you? Its really hard to explain, but its something i dont wish to people, unless if they like attention. Being attractive and not wanting attention is the worst combination anyone could have.