Your beliefs are wrong and psychology is shit. You need to wake up and get out this rat hole you’re in. The way you’re thinking needs to change and your beliefs aren’t even true my guy. Whatever is bothering u, u need to seek therapy and get that shit fixed, you dont change until your problems do. That shit is always going to play in the background. Women arent heartless creatures, you just dont know your value so you invest too much and get angry when that same energy isn’t reciprocated, which it shouldnt because you aren’t doing anything that spikes that attraction and people are entitled to feel how they want. Fix up bro, this shit needs to stop. Beat yourself up or accept yourself