Ya got a interview monday for a job that looks almost too promising and if I do get it I can keep the one Im at now just for extra money till Im sick of it or burnt out

Im excited about it because it full time the hours I wanted and lets me go to my boxing gym right after work which was the only real reason I got out of bed after graduating and it was the main thing that helped me with this depression and I noticed my depression rapidly gos back when I dont go like I cant wait for Mondays so it keeps me sane

its weird its the only time I feel like a normal person every one knows me and respects me for the first time in my life and its nice to help people there theres a kid that im helping that was basically me when I started its scary I finally feel happy and have emotions instead of just being distracted I wish it was 24/7 Im strongly thinking about making somthing out of it but life sucks and somtimes stuff dosent play out so im doing av for college for back up which I'd be alright with it was my first job in highschool I've always liked it

It's funny now that I look at it I have every reson to be hopeful yet this asshole in my head is telling me no I hate this disease