Being clean, Sex drive, and Nocturnal Emissions

haha wow man you must really have a hell of a sex drive, you need to find a hooker or friend with benefits or somebody you can just go bang her brains out a few times a week or something haha

I had a pretty good arraignment with this chick I met on back page about a year ago or so. I guess I was kinda scummy on my part and im not really proud of it but im kinda awkward and its hard for me to meet or talk to girls my age, and it was nice cause even though she had put the ad up she wasn't really a Hooker, she actually told me that when she put the ad up she just planned on ripping off anybody that met up with her, taking their money and just running out of the car lol but said since I wasn't like some gross disgusting fat old guy or anything ( I'm pretty in shape and in my 20s ) that she didn't mind messing around with me, she needed the money and I was looking for somebody basically exactly like her, an otherwise pretty normal girl about my age who just kinda needed the money and didn't mind blowing me a few times a week lol, I went down on her a few times cause she said she wanted me too so it wasn't like a one way thing & I still paid her. I know it sounds kinda scummy and I guess maybe it kinda was even though she chose to do it but I gave her good money and she seemed pretty fine with it and I was happy that I was pretty much the only one she was doing this with and the money I was giving her wasn't much to me but was a lot for her so she was happy too. She ended up moving away and we lost touch but it was good while it lasted. I know I'll probably catch some shit for saying this but it is what it is and she was a consenting adult so it wasn't like I was even making her do something she'd rather not do.

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