Being drunk and thinking about myself/my body/being trans

Not everyone has the traditional story of being trans and knowing you want a penis or thinking you're a boy whole heatedly since the age of 2 or any low number. However, as much as I don't want to force people to transition, I'd say this sounds like dysphoria. Give yourself time if you're thinking about transition and try and distance yourself from family on these topics. This might be selfish, but you need to put yourself first before you can care about others.

I'm autistic and trans and I can say my dysphoria wasn't serious until puberty, and I've been trying to fight it for 6 years now (I'm almost out of highschool). Still though, doubts bother me because of the typical childhood dysphoria mold which isn't bad, it's just a guilty feeling to not fit with it 100%.

You really shouldn't worry. Gender is much simpler than you make it out to be. You'll be ok, just give yourself peace and time.

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