Being nihilistic and agnostic

So you've told us what is holding you here, what makes you choose to continue existing - love for your family and people who care about you.

Now extend that thought. Your loved ones not only want you to exist, they want you to lead a happy and fulfilling life.

You are different and because of that you suffer discrimination and lack of understanding. You're living at a time when trans is just coming out, people are only just beginning to understand. Homosexuals were in your place decades ago.

So stand tall and be proud of who you are and help dissolve those prejudices. Not only for yourself, but so others won't have to go through it in the future.

Maybe that isn't enough to fulfil you, but it's enough to be going on with. Be patient, take it day by day. You will find "your" way.

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