i feel bad for having made this thread. ugh!

i know what I need to do to fix myself and be ok with myself, but i feel wrong (to use your word, shamed) for having to do it.

Like saying "I'm accepting myself as is, and that means accepting X Y Z and 1 2 3 things about me."

I don't like things about my life currently so I feel weird for accepting me how I am.

I think one thing that frustrates me the most about these types of journeys is that I have to come here to find someone else that knows what I'm trying to get at. i think thats what makes me feel so lonely too.

I dont know anyone else who understands this, but maybe i just need better relationships. I just hope im not doing something extreme by not realizing it.