I was looking for an article from a psychologist whose books I read at the beginning of this... quest. His story had similarities with mine so at the time I thought I could learn from his experience and find new solutions. Now I've just learned that he passed away a few months ago... He had survived severe diseases in the past and was healthy again so I was a bit shocked to learn about his death. He was still young but another unexpected disease took him in only a matter of days.
What was my next thought ? "Well he died, so much for my advice on life..." yeah... I was looking for an advice I remembered he gave about common issues in life, money, health. Those were his concerns, his obsessions at some point. Who's didn't lol ? But the subtext of this kind of seeking i do sometimes is really "I'm scared of death" Like he had been I guess. He gave me a last good lesson here... despite all your efforts, seeking, not seeking, living the good life or not you'll die.

I was looking for an article from a psychologist whose books I read at the beginning of this... quest. His story had similarities with mine so at the time I thought I could learn from his experience and find new solutions. Now I've just learned that he passed away a few months ago... He had survived severe diseases in the past and was healthy again so I was a bit shocked to learn about his death. He was still young but another unexpected disease took him in only a matter of days.
What was my next thought ? "Well he died, so much for my advice on life..." yeah... I was looking for an advice I remembered he gave about common issues in life, money, health. Those were his concerns, his obsessions at some point. Who's didn't lol ? But the subtext of this kind of seeking i do sometimes is really "I'm scared of death" Like he had been I guess. He gave me a last good lesson here... despite all your efforts, seeking, not seeking, living the good life or not you'll die.

Jung said "If you always do the next thing that needs to be done, you will go most safely and sure-footedly along the path prescribed by your unconscious." Here is our map is guess, at least so was mine today, just doing the next thing, mindlessly even...