I'm literally shaking. This can't be happening. My mom came into my room to bring me a plate of Stadionbratwürstchen and I literally screamed at her and hit the plate of Stadionbratwürstchen out of her hand. She started yelling and swearing at me and I slammed the door on her. I’m so distressed right now I don’t know what to do. I didn’t mean to do that to my mom but I’m literally in shock from the what happened today. I feel like I’m going to explode. This can’t be happening. I’m having a fucking breakdown. I don’t want to believe Gob B is too old. I want a future to believe in. I cannot fucking deal with this right now. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. This is so fucked.