I'm about to call it quits me self. Granted I was disabled because my base never really had any leadership. So it was either drink, work out or be bored in the dorms, which led to more drinking.

So I became an alcoholic, mostly because I wasn't given any sort of marching order.

All they cared about was show up for PT, show up for work, and we got treated not like military but just cos playing. Never felt right. I was in JB Mcguire Dix Lakehurst. While I had fun, it wasn't the military experience I wanted.

Felt like a wannabe corporate worker. 80 percent of my job was pulling parts for Boeing and the random fighter that would come through on training. So it felt like I worked for them, not serving my country.

Don't go USAF, or if you do. Know this. Nothing you do matters.