Bipolar II vs. Borderline Personality Disorder Diagnoses

I was diagnosed BP1 after getting attacked by my drunk step brother and trying to pull a knife on him. I'm pretty confused, don't know if they diagnosed me based on that or my behavior at the psych ward. After I got the the psych ward I got pretty manic feeling intense euphoria and empathy like I was on mdma. This would cycle through panic attacks, racing thoughts, and mixed states then turn back to bliss, thought the psychs were reptilians and I was there to help people. Anyways my mood cycles a lot through the day but I'm baseline depressed, haven't felt hypomanic since before going to the psych ward and since then my symptoms have been more like borderline. Anyways I'm confused as fuck, just started lamictal hopefully it helps.

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