I've seen this look before. It's a look that hides a lot of scars and tears behind it. We can first tell by the smile. It's that smile you make that isn't even your real smile. It's a smile that is put on when you're hurting deep inside. A smile that makes everyone think your life is great. But it's not. It's not great.

You've been through many abusive relationships and you still took every one of those guys back because you "love them" and you can't be without them. No matter how many times you've got them in bed with another girl you still stayed. Why? Because your self esteem is pure shit and you need something to distract you from that even if it's more negativity.

That flannel shirt you have on is probably one of the Ex's that did you the most harm. Mentally, Emotionally, and Physically. Yet you still wear it to remind yourself that you're not good enough nor will you ever be good enough.

The way your room appears to be slightly messy is because of the last fight you got into with your current abusive boyfriend and you just didn't finish cleaning it up because with every piece you pick up off the ground it reminds you of all the objects that were thrown at you. And that chord on the floor is probably the one he used to strangle you.

Overall I can see you're the typical worthless girl that like to get her heart broken and get beaten on the daily. You deserve this because you brought it on yourself.