Blacklight Retribution But i am contemplating suicide

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try studying all day without any source of entertainment for two whole months and when you get a chance to play game your console and pc is broken and all you are left with is a broken laptop that cant even play any games on it and i just study all day now. i go to school for 6 hours normally and before school i go to tuition right after i wake up and then after school i also have tuition i end up going home at 8 where i have to do my homework from school and then i have to study for tests the only time i get to do this is before going to sleep which is like a brief 1 or 2 hours . This might make you think im a bad student but im not. i normally get A and A+ in most of the subject i study. My friend who always gets the best results in our class does the same things i do and there are worse students than me who study more than me and then play games but i cant play games because i dont have anything to play games on. im also constantly pressured by my family to study and study and study and study with all the pressure and studying i only had one place to go to and it my ps4 and pc i would play blacklight for hours in the weekends right after finishing my class and studies but i dont have that for more than two months . so if i am contemplating suicide i dont think its pathetic.And if your curious how my pc and ps4 broke it was by my good for nothing cousin who has failed twice and is probably addicted to drugs. He left my ps4 on for 4 long days then spilled water on it and then tried to clean it by opening it with a screw driver and then when my ps4 is not starting he goes on to my pc and just steals my ram and some more stuff and goes back to his house (he lives very far away ) and i did not know until my exams were finished.And when i told my aunt about it she said her son would never do something like that.i just wanna die now.

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