I blame my personal failures on the rest of humankind (warning : long life story and no tl;dr)

you are interesting person. even though I live with my mother, for a long period of time I felt lonely. I've no friends and I spend 100% of my time in my bedroom. watching movies and TV shows. I did very poorly in school and as a result, I don't have a good job. I am cheating my way through life. I am in a long distance relationship. my mom pressured me into getting married to my cousin. even though I fought a hard battle ( emotionally), I gave in and accepted the marriage. you may find this shocking but I swear I don't even know her full name. id have to look it up. I never answer when she calls. just want to make my mom happy. I live in Europe and she lives in s completely different continent.

I've been lonely,anti social for many years but I've finally made my peace with all of it. I've come to realize that my body is too small for my mind. love,hate,anger, etc only exist in our minds. you can silence all of that out and let your mind wonder. I constantly day dream. there's a movie called Her. it's about this guy who falls in love with an artificial intelligence.

life is short. I mean this, life is REALLY short. billions have come and gone. how often do we think of our great grandparents? many people don't even know their names. as I am writing this, there's someone on the otherside of the world who's hurting and and I wish them the best. there's also another person who's not hurting but rather celebrating and laughing out of joy. I also wish that person the best. see how far and sympathy can travel? I am telling you, our bodies are too small for our minds.

my advice is: be kind. don't hurt others for no reason. don't have high hopes and don't expect much from life. unless you are planning on running for president or land on the moon, you aren't more than a grain of sand in the desert.

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