Nope. Please try again. Im several things( failure,trash,disappointment, boring, challenged, cringe) but I'm Not arrogant. I don't like hate myself but like I'm pretty much just trash. I'm not above ANYONE. Also idk who called me edgy but if your reading this, I want to explain something, I had cancer when I was two. A stage 5 bilateral kidney cancer, I only have one kidney. During the treatment, from a freak accident I received 5 3 stage burns. I had a bully who threatened me daily and pointed a gun at me, this guy at a camp attacked me and talked about trying to kill me. I'm not saying anyone of this to brag or crap. I hate bringing up my cancer story. What I'm trying to say is that I don't want to come close to death again. It's not called being edges, it's called being smart. I'm betting isis will attack in around 5-10 years and I want to be prepared. North Korea has nuclear weapons, several countries don't like America. I don't feel safe. Look, after being attacked I can't trust mankind. I used to be a sweet little kid who wasent "edgy" until my best friend turned on me and I was looking at a gun. Maybe don't assume shit pal. I want to live my life, be a psychologist,get married and listen to metal , I don't want to die , maybe later but not now. I how you can understand