Yeah, I don't know about the burning of things bit at this point. It was dumb. I probably would get in trouble with my landlord. I'm never going to read the book, though. I will probably just hang on to it or throw it out. The DVD is being given to a friend of mine (with N's permission) and the bumper sticker will probably get thrown out as well.

I'm not going to be dating anymore. This whole thing was a mistake. I was the one to approach N on a dating website; he seemed like a nice person. He is a nice person. I just am a fuck-up. I sort of sabotaged the relationship from the start, and I don't want to keep hurting people like that. It's better if I stay single.