'Brady is healthy, didn't take any hits, and now he's angry'

'Now you've pissed off the GOAT.' An 'angry' Tom Brady returns play

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5:19 AM PT Ian O'Connor ESPN Senior Writer Facebook Twitter Pinterest Email print comment Aaron Shea can laugh over the fact he is selling title insurance 16 years after his dear friend and Michigan teammate, Tom Brady, wondered if he would end up in the same profession. Brady was picked 199th in the 2000 draft by the New England Patriots, or 89 spots after Shea was picked by the Cleveland Browns, and the quarterback knew he was on shakier ground than the tight end.

Brady looked around coach Bill Belichick's first camp in New England and worried that the numbers game was tilted against him. "Tommy wasn't sure he was going to make the team," Shea recalled. "He wasn't sure they were going to keep four quarterbacks. He said to me, 'I might be getting cut. Don't forget about me. I might end up selling insurance.'"

"I think Deflategate hurt Tommy a lot more than he'll let anyone know. ...This is only going to make Tom better. It's going to hurt the other 31 teams because Tom is healthy, he didn't have to take any hits the first four games, and now he's angry." Aaron Shea, Tom Brady's friend and former Michigan teammate It's hard to believe the four-time Super Bowl champ ever questioned his own ability to survive and thrive in the NFL, especially since a young Brady made that legendary guarantee to Patriots owner Robert Kraft that he would grow into "the best decision this organization has ever made." Only the self-doubts were there, however small. Brady had played in the East-West Shrine Game after his senior season at Michigan, and Shea had played in the Senior Bowl with the higher-rated quarterbacking likes of Chad Pennington, Chris Redman and Gio Carmazzi.

"Hey," Brady asked his friend, "how were those quarterbacks there?"

"Man," Shea responded, "you are better than all of them."

"Ah," Brady answered. "You're just telling me that."

Whatever insecurity Brady was feeling over his uneven Michigan career was ultimately overwhelmed by the quarterback's raging inferno within, his unbending desire to settle the score by tilting scoreboards. It's a relevant point to reconsider now that Brady is done with his four-game suspension for Deflategate and is heading to Shea's town, Cleveland, to begin raging against the machine that is Roger Goodell's NFL.

Brady returns to a 3-1 team positioned to make a run at his seventh Super Bowl appearance, and he returns a bitter man. He swears he had nothing to do with the alleged deflation of Patriots footballs before the AFC Championship Game victory over the Colts two seasons ago, and he likely believes the only way to right this perceived wrong is to win a record fifth Super Bowl ring with properly pressurized balls.

Tom Brady, Aaron Shea and Shea's son Kinzy attend Michigan's "Signing of the Stars" National Signing Day spectacular on Feb. 3. Courtesy of Aaron Shea "I think Deflategate hurt Tommy a lot more than he'll let anyone know," Shea said. "We barely talked about the details other than a lot of f-bombs going back and forth. But now you've pissed off the GOAT [greatest of all time]. I grew up in Illinois, and if you got under Michael Jordan's skin, he would score 50 or 60 on you. This is only going to make Tom better. It's going to hurt the other 31 teams because Tom is healthy, he didn't have to take any hits the first four games, and now he's angry.

"I want him to stick it to Roger Goodell so bad. At the end of the year, I want him up there holding that Lombardi Trophy and taking it from Roger Goodell. Then I'd tell Tom, 'That's it, man, you couldn't go out any better than that.' It's just that every year he adds two seasons to how long he wants to play. He may play until he's 50."

Tom Brady is 39, and he eats avocado ice cream, among other ghastly things, in his 24/7 fight with the natural-aging process. Above all else, his competitive fire is the thing that has kept him young, and that could be really bad news for Cleveland and the rest of the NFL.

Shea knows better than most. He played six seasons for the Browns and later worked as the team's director of player engagement, and in all his years around major college and professional football players, he has never met anyone more driven than Brady, the godfather of his 5-year-old son Kinzy.

Shea recalled the 1998 Michigan-Ohio State game, won by the Buckeyes after the Wolverines had gone 10-2-1 in the previous 13 meetings. Brady threw for 375 yards that day, a Michigan record, but the junior quarterback was enraged by the loss and the sights and sounds of Ohio State fans rushing the field before time expired.

"This will never f---ing happen again," Brady told Shea as they trudged toward the locker room.

The following season in Ann Arbor, Brady threw two touchdown passes in the final 16 minutes of his final home game to lead Michigan to a comeback victory in one of the sport's most storied rivalries.

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"Tom would ask me to go with him for film study, and I'd hop in the car with him. But we'd be there forever, and I'd go, 'Hey, you said this would be an hour. Now it's two hours. You're trapping me here.' We drove separately after that."

Of course, Brady's time at Michigan is defined not by what he achieved, but by what he didn't. He was a field goal holder for the unbeaten 1997 national championship team quarterbacked by Brian Griese. He seriously considered transferring. He seriously worried he might remain on Lloyd Carr's bench for his junior and senior seasons after the Michigan coach landed everybody's All-American, a local named Drew Henson.

Carr has gotten a bit of a bum rap over the years, as Brady became Brady in the big leagues, for this simple reason: There wasn't a college coach in America who didn't want Henson as his quarterback, and who wouldn't have felt immense pressure from the students, alumni and fans to get him under center as quickly as possible. In their two years together, even though Carr at times used the two quarterbacks in an ill-conceived rotation, Brady threw 691 passes for 35 touchdowns to Henson's 137 for six.

By the numbers, Carr knew Brady was the better man. Before the 2000 draft, he offered the only NFL executive to inquire about his quarterback, New England's Bobby Grier, the following pledge: "Bobby, there's no doubt in my mind that Tom Brady will be a starting quarterback in the NFL."

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