You should not sign anything financially significant with this on your back. Also, women do not turn boys into men... and women do not cure us of addiction and neither do you parents... they can support you but theres only one thing that is going to defeat this and that's you... give yourself more credit... you took a HUGE first step... I would highly recommend getting to a methadone clinic or get on suboxone. This will allow you to work and not worry about withdrawl. This will also buy you time to learn good coping skills, identifying your triggers and relapse prevention... when you are fully on the other side of this battle... there will only be one person responsible for the success and that is the person standing the mirror. Gluck brotha and god speed