Hey dunno if you gonna read this and i just made a Reddit account and yeah sorry if i do something against rules, but maybe read my words they might or might not help but every help could be good. First of all everyone has problems in live, some more some less life isn't fair and we all know or get to know that the older we get, but i think living on all those problems and trying to handle them and maybe even get rid of those problems is the best feeling you will ever get. I had and still have some issues in life and ofc you think about suicide, but to be honest, it isn't worth. You'll just upset people that actually love you or care about you, your Parents etc. I know i can probably never feel how you feel, because nobody can. But try to fight with every inch of your body you got to live on man suicide isn't any help to you and to anybody else, your live is as worth as any Human beeing out there. If you want (i dont know how though) you can pm me or smthing dunno id love to talk and help maybe. Sry for my bad english though. Allways fight and never give up. :)