Im from a small country in eastern europe and really there are arent any student facilities like that.Its just the university..you cant get a student loan , at my university at least .You can only apply for a scholarship at the begining of the year but only if you have no income.I had a job then and wasnt eligible . Im just in a bad spot and i appreciate all the suggestions but things are different here and i tried pretty much everything. This is just a desperation post.If there s a miracle to happen somehow , somebody who wouldnt mind sharing something with me would really help me alot. I dont expect anything because even aquaintances in my life that i asked didnt want to help me , i know im just a stranger but im hoping some kind of miracle would happen i guess.