Can I go back to the time where I wasn't batshit crazy?

I miss my boyfriend and he's not even my boyfriend. Fuck life. I am sick of getting blocked by people. Like am I that ugly it's really annoying.

Look, I just assume that men don't talk to me because I'm ugly. That really can be the only logical conclusion because everything else is objectively measured that I am superior at.

So I got really into this vanity thing, and I started recording myself and really really paying attention to my flaws.

And now I hate my mom for letting me be this ugly for so long. I assume she was jealous of me.

Either way, I sabotaged a relationship with a man I believed to be objectively more beautiful than myself, and I believed I didn't deserve him, so I acted fucking insane.

I have to stop. That's as good of a confession as you're getting from me.

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