My post is garbled nonsense? You used the word "sobriety" that tells me you were not using the tools offered to you correctly, you were abusing them. Do not diminish hope from people who have self control and want to improve there life with a drug that has been proven time and time again to be a safe when used used correctly. Coming off of benzo's is a horrible experience as I can attest to as to several of my patients, my self included just from a simple dosage reduction. Just because something has horrible withdrawal effects does not mean it does not serve a purpose. I have changed peoples lives with Adderall. 75% of people abuse it but the 25% who follow instructions, it has changed there life.