I met this guy online and we have been talking for a little over 2 weeks now. In the beginning I didn't really have that much of an interest in him but decided to give him a chance and I ended up really starting to like him. He's 44 years old with 2 kids (15 and 22) and I am 35 with no kids.

He told me from the beginning that his relationship with his oldest is strained and that because of it he isn't sure he wants to have any more kids. I myself however, do want kids of my own one day. The thing is I don't know if I'll be able to due to a medical condition (he doesn't know about that). Two days ago I broke things off with him (Via text-it has only been only two weeks) saying that I couldn't be with someone who wasn't at least open to the idea of having kids but now I'm having regrets because I find myself missing him and his company.

I keep asking myself why did I break it off with him when although I do wish to have kids of my own one day there is a chance I may not even be able to due to the medical reason and if that's the case there's always the option of adopting. But then again, there is a chance that I may be able to conceive and if there is, what happens if by chance I accidentally do get pregnant with him? I don't want him resenting the child or thinking that I got pregnant on purpose. Which I have expressed this idea to him during the break up talk to which his only response was "wow." :/

I really do miss him and can't stop thinking about him and want to continue seeing him but I'm not sure if I should reach out because I feel that the whole thing has hurt his feelings? If I do reach out, what do I even say?