I can’t stop

You’re right. Thank you for saying all of this. It IS getting worse and I’m definitely acknowledging it. I have always been like this with drinking but now that I’m in my 30s it just seems like I can’t keep up. I should have stopped a long time ago. A prime example was my mid 20s when I drank so much I ended up smoking, taking a Xanax AND acid. I hate pot and I had never done acid before. Worst night ever literally the never ending horrible trip.

Another great example would be black out in a foreign country (Israel) walking along the highway crying at 2am.

I’ve done some stupid shit. I’m lucky I’ve never had anything terrible happen from it.

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