You kind of have to want to though. I see some guys show up here who really want to change. With you though, you rarely seem to want to change? At least, on this forum, you just post a lot of negative stuff all the time and never seem to question it, and dig in deeper when anyone points out the fallacy with the stuff you post. So I dunno. It'll be very much up to you.
I guess what I'm saying is, why wouldn't I want to be happy? Or be confident, especially in my own abilities. I want change, but what people tell me is stuff I've heard before and tried.
I don't browse any forums, or echo chambers.
The only time I go on reddit is when I make posts here. Any place with one viewpoint, or who would agree with me doesn't interest me at all.
Why do you think I like to argue with people? This place is exciting because I know people will not agree and give me counterpoints. I feel like it's a good thing, maybe subconciously I know that my negative thoughts are stupid and seek out others to fight with me.
Sorry for my rambling and dealing with me lol.