I can't figure out what's going on within me, It's the Strangest feeling EVER.

I am in the same boat. I’ve been trying so hard to find who I once was. I want that energy back, I want the enthusiasm I had back , I want feeling of some sort of happiness back. I get no enjoyment out of anything anymore, my hobbies got pushed aside due to the lack of enjoyment. Things I absolutely loved doing seem just dull . I’m literally wasting my life and have been for the past few years. Medications have not helped and I’ve tried alot of them, most made everything actually worse to the point where I no longer take anything besides klonopin for anxiety but I no longer trust taking antidepressants as I feel like they actually fucked me up even more.

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