Case Study with an Emphasis on the Context of Your Daily Life

I wanted to reply to you before, but I have no idea how to condense my experience so I ignored you. Frankly, coincidences of all manner happen frequently, ever day, and they relate to zen in a way that is very very significant. Problem is these stories are personal and I'm not one for brevity. For example I will be reading or listening to audiobooks, and some wisdom is transmitted and I go Ah ha! Simultaneously, a random coincidental phenomena will occur that is related to the premise of the wisdom and confirms it. This started for me After August 2015. I can't even ... there are too many of them to be a coincidence. It is like dejavu but it all happens in the now, at once. It just keeps happening all day since then, so I come here because the only people that sound like they are going through the same madness are the characters in these stories.

Everyone thinks I have gone crazy. My peers have left, but in return everwhere I go strangers talk about zen. I met a cop the other day and we talked for 20 minutes about frequencies of light. The gas station clerks, the bankers, my grocer. Everyone seems to be waking up and yet I cannot find anyone else who is having these experiences. People keep latching on to me trying to get me to teach them & talk to them & show them. I have nothing to share! I have no idea what the fuck is going on! My neighbors introduced me at a cookout and everyone there tried to follow me fucking home. I don't have a mountain to seclude to. So I got away from them pushing me deeper into the weirdness by going online.

Until I started talking about it on reddit. Now people message me telling me I inspired them, asking me if I am a spiritual teacher. It never fucking ends. I went on here to avoid people and yet and yet. Sigh. I don't even answer them because (we all know) I'm just an acid head playing with a forge. I'm not enlightened. But they keep on it, "I couldn't read your post because the TV was too loud, and right after I turned it down I read 'the music is in the spaces between the notes' blah blah" the guy had some kind of lesser samadhi reading my insane banter & got attached. Again & again, like I know something they don't!

I wonder if this is what happened to you? Now you are here looking for more phenomena perhaps? This obviously is my own projections here. You read a master discuss some principle, you say 'If that were true then x would happen". (x being the most impossible phenomena). On cue x occurs and you are left trying to deny what really cannot be denied.

Today I see this post, you are concluded on this course then I will participate. Ironically though your post stirred nothing the room. Very odd. No phenomena at all. Maybe next time.

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