I’ve been struggling with a very close friend of mine who is pregnant. I feel like I’ve going through the grief cycle so many times in the past 5 months. Since she became pregnant she has changed completely and does not make an effort at all in our friendship no matter what I do or how nice I try to be. I spent thousands of dollars on her being in her wedding, and since she got engaged I was upfront with her that I wouldn’t be getting married or having children. She knew there would be an inequality in our friendship because of this, but she hasn’t cared at all to meet her half. I wouldn’t even be upset about the money if she like tried to reach out or care at all, especially since her friendship was planned. I want to put my best foot forward in my friendships but I feel like I’m just going to lose everything and it hurts