First off, I came here, not as a victim, but as a human being mate.

Second, I apologize for your loss even though you apparently didn't care for the death.

And third, I myself have every ability to lose wright and gain on my own. I had a father when I was 15 and me and him worked out every day for 2 hours straight. I had a damn good body and was well. I've lost my father during his service in the marines and have always hated working out ever since as its a source of trauma. I accept the trauma, and all I'm asking for is to find someone like me who wants to work through their problems. To not be a victim, and to be better than we are today. I'm looking for someone else who needs a buddy to workout with. I could care less about someone like you who calls me a victim. I'm here to have a buddy who wants assistance with it and to be the same for me. Have a good rest of your life mate, and please have a break from Reddit.