Clown shoes = fake as fuck. Either a narc or a fake dealer.

What's your deal, for real?

What are you trying to accomplish with this? I know that you're fake as fuck, because...you're obviously fake as fuck, but what's the point of something like this?

I understand that you have an Instagram account with cars and knives too, but again, why?

I assume you're ~12 years old and this is some kind of hobby or something, but the time you spend dreaming up and defending these bizarre fantasies could be spent on actual training and education that could make you a real somebody some day.

I encourage you to spend your time becoming something real, rather than fabricating mythology, but I will warn you, actual study is a lot less fun that internet whoring.