I appreciate the honest reply.

Jay from the start of the last 5 month has hung me out to dry. Months prior he had become distant and hardly spoke to me.

I can try justify it how i want, but i know i’m letting J down, especially for the fact of what he’s done to me.

I have also heard over the last 5 month the what i consider sexually abuse activity to Beth when she stays over. Touching her in bed even though she says No and wants her to stop, but persists until he gets at least a response, which ends up been Beth crying & him realising what he’s done & then going to sleep.

Beth had tried talking to him about how she felt & wanted things to improve before she got more intimate with the other guy, but ultimately since then he’s gotten worse & less attentive & caring which has ultimately worsened the situation.

I accept i have more understanding and consideration for Beth due to her importance of supporting me in my own troubles & due to my reliance on her. I do now feel i could support myself however still believe and feel i need Beth to finish the relationship so she can move forward. She has helped me & i feel i can and need to help her now.